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So as I was planning yet another busy week of appointments,
deadlines, and other miscellaneous activity, I looked further into the even busier
holidays coming up. At first I was excited for the possible gifts I would give
and the ones I would get, the endless food that is consumed, and just simply having
everyone there.
Then for a split second I panicked thinking omg who am I
going to spend this Christmas with and who am I going to kiss when the New Year
comes. The holidays just aren't complete unless you're in a relationship.
But then I realized that for the past 5 years of my life, I
had always had a girlfriend to share the holidays with. I mean, it’s always nice
to have that special someone at any time of the year, but did I just happen to
have a gf during this period or have I been making sure I was not alone.
Either way, I have decided that I am going to end this trend
I have been following because I have been down that road many times already and
its time to change it up. So I don't care if some hot girl comes along, or if
she confesses her undying love for me or she says the baby is mine ...I don’t
care (cus it aint mine), I will be single these holidays.
I have more important things in my life right now that I
must accomplish and having the pressure to be with someone lifted not to
mention having one less person to deal with definitely makes my life a little
easier. It’s been a good streak but all things must come to an end
eventually and that end is now.
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